you'll always be a part of me.

i know i said i was going to try and blog everyday, but i think this is getting a bit ridiculous. this is already my third blog, and its only four.

i havent felt myself lately, around certain people.
my really close circle of friends, everything is great, and normal.
but a couple in that circle, not so much. it seems something has changed. i don't think it's me... i feel the same, in general.
i've asked around, i behave the same. so what's different?

we've been friends for years; and now something isn't right.
they irritate me, make me mad, make me say curses.
it didn't use to be that way.

i want to fix it. yet at the same time, i want to yell at them for being irritating. for the little things they say; the eye rolls.



what's wrong?